I was asked to lunch today but a woman in my office. I’ve known her for 5 years casually visited now and then but never sat down and visited. She invited me to lunch a couple weeks ago having some idea why I said sure. She even brought me lunch she made it was very sweet. We spent most of the time talking about IF. She had suffered 3 miscarriages before bringing her little princess into the world. I saw the sadness in her eyes for the 3 angels she lost. It was a very tough journey for her and most of you. I am a strong believer in god putting me exactly where he needs me. I don’t understand why it’s so hard for me to become a mom. But I am at peace with wherever this road is leading. Perhaps I am here to bring peace and grace to other women. I told this woman I wish I could spread my peace with IF to so many that are breaking because of it. Well maybe I am maybe I am an instrument of peace for these hurting woman.
If you’re hurting and need prayer please let me pray for you. No I haven’t been pregnant but I have been trying for over 3 years, failed 3 IUI’s and am in the process of my first IVF.