Out of self preservation I am going to take a break from reading stories of miscarriages, still births, etc. At least until I am blessed to hit the 2nd trimester. I can’t read those heartbreaking stories any more without sending my brain and heart into over drive. I will still say prayers and send virtual hugs but I can’t read the stories right now. Another blogger friend of mine had to do the same thing once she got pregnant with her twins. She said I just stopped reading the loss announcements because it was to hard. When she 1st told me that a few months ago I thought well these ladies need my prayers. But I understand her now and feel the same. I will still keep the prayers coming just anonymously.
If you’re in the midst of a loss I am so sorry it’s devastating I know. You will be in my thoughts and prayers but I can’t visit your blogs right now.
It’s going to take all my positive energy to make it through the US without throwing up or bawling my eyes out. I guess our miscarriage took a bigger toll on me then I thought. I have 8 days to go before the big day. If we see a heartbeat I am going to FREAK out. I know I can still miscarry but right now that is the golden ring.